Breakfast:rasberry nutrigrain bar, lipton hot tea, calcium supplements

Lunch: stuffed pepper soup, whole grain bread, chocolate milk

Dinner: steak, fries, broccolli, chocolate, cheese, crackers, icecream

Current weight: 131.5 pounds

For some reason, i lost weight. I don’t deserve this but I HAVE to take advange of it.

Today

Yesterday

Current weight: 134 pounds. This HAS to stop. I will not get off track again. I’m coming up with a whole new set of rules.

I’ve reached my first goal weight, actually under it. I weigh 128.5 pounds. That makes me so happy but at the same time I’m scared that the scale is lying to me. Well not actually lying to me, but wrong, ya know? Sometimes I wish I had an ED and in the past I thought I did have one, but I was never good enough to have one. Never skinnny enough. My boyfriend even said I wasn’t that skinny. That motivates me, in a twisted way, to prove to him that I can be skinny enough.